I want you…

I want you
to be
miserable
heart-in-your-hand
ache-in-your-belly
can’t-shake-it
despondent

I want you
to feel
loneliness

I want you
to want
everything
you can’t have
and
everything
you once had

and then

I want you
to know
I want you
to have
the life you could
have had…
the life
we could have had

and I want
to mean it

~

Siobhan
1/20/2012

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